Pleasure & Pain by Briana Blair

Pleasure is an eventuality of pain…
But I close my eyes and pretend.
I am sweet and clean for them.
But why?
Why?
Because it is what the masses prefer.
My lust for anguish
To them is perversion.
To me, it’s life.
When happiness is unattainable
The pain becomes necessary
And then the pain becomes joy.
I scratch my flesh
And there is pleasure in it.
I smash my skull
And I feel release,
But they don’t understand.
There is no joy in blood,
No ecstasy in agony.
How small their worlds must be.

From – The Dark Side Of My Mind: The Complete Collection (c) 1993-2010 Briana Blair

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Pain: Part 2 by Briana Blair

I like the pain
It helps me to know
I’m still alive
For I feel no love
No happiness
Not even sorrow
Ah, but my pain
That, I can feel
For other than my sweet pain
The beautiful lines
I carve along my flesh
There is nothing
A vast emptiness
But my pain fills me
And one day
It will take me to ultimate bliss
In the arms of death.

From – The Dark Side Of My Mind: The Complete Collection (c) 1993-2010 Briana Blair

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